It all started in Yosemite...
Having reared my children, I decided, to head off with a soulmate on a
six month, USA, Canadian and Australian trip. Part of our itinerary was Yosemite
National Park, north of San Francisco. I had no knowledge of the area, but
having a love of rivers, mountains, waterfalls and the wilderness, it felt
exciting to just go and explore. Nothing could have prepared me for the very
emotional and powerful experience that was to follow. I must explain that
I was aware for a very long time, of a male Indian spirit guide, who is always
with me – this feels like a presence, an image, a feeling , a knowing
that I became aware of during meditation and while doing healing sessions.
On entering the Park, I felt strangely emotional and felt a strong Indian
reservation presence, and instantly I was aware this had been my homeland
in a past life (never had I experienced such a powerful sense of belonging
in a place newly visited by me). I could “see” the Indians astride
their horses on the mountaintops, “hear” their hollors and voices, “see” vividly
the patterns on the blankets that covered their horses and “feel” the
most powerful and intense connection to them. These images, sounds and feelings
were as close to being actual, in the present moment, as I had ever experienced.
While meditating here, I felt constantly surrounded by Indian spirits and
I “heard” in a voice that was loud and clear that they called
me ‘WHITE FEATHER’. I felt very emotional during this meditation,
as I have always loved and gathered white feathers. I felt I had been a shaman
or medicine woman here in the past. Some six months or so later, after I
had returned to Ireland, an Australian psychic or visionary artist, called
Lynn, came at our request to do some work here. She attunes to people’s
spirit guides and angels and draws an imprint of them. When it came to me,
she said mine was to be a past life drawing, of an old Indian medicine woman
or shaman , and she said she was not allowed to finish the picture, without
putting in the white feather. This was amazing as I had told her nothing
of my visit to Yosemite, my knowing I had been a medicine woman or of the
meditation where I had heard my name spiritually was ‘WHITE FEATHER’.
My visit to Yosemite, was a pilgrimage, a coming home, a meditative journey
full of utter bliss and joy and also some tears and sadness. I did not want
to leave, but like everything the time came to an end, so I gathered the
gifts of Yosemite in my heart and took them with me, to enhance all that
is to be my future. Maybe you will visit this magical place someday. I intend
to visit again.